Words

I smiled wearily
With millions of unsaid words
Which you heard without a voice

I closed my eyes
Turned you my back
And walked away

I longed to hear the words
Those exact words
Whispered with your voice

How many times I looked into
Your eyes;
Pleading

I have given up on you
And learned to live on my own
In my own world

This world cannot be shuttered
with just mere words
even if those are the same I longed for

Just because...

Just because i dont call you everynight before i sleep or even after i wake in the morning, it doesn't mean i don't remember you or i don't miss you.
Or Just because i dont complain about every single thing, that doesnt mean i'm contented or i dont have any complains.
Everything isn't just what you see.

i must be mad

*takes a gun and shoots head*

not very interesting!

having a hard time dividing time between exams, quizzes, lap reports, overdue assignments and, of course, World of Warcrafts!!
also retreating from a nearly suicidal and failed mission in my social life if you know what I mean.

effing friends i call them

effin' friends I call them. you help them; you lie to your parents for them. you tell all your secrets to them. you stay with them when they need you. you know they would flunk in the exams and that’s why you do their assignments for them even if that costs you your sleep and you are going to miss your class next morning. you take their cigar packs with you to save their butt even if you know that its your butt now on the line.

in short, you save them from *hit loads.

and how do they repay you?

by screwing up your life in one second flat.